nothing really

I'm super glad I now get at least 2 hours to myself when Zal takes his naps! Most of the time, that is! Every now and then he will have his 40min days, but I'll take it! Its nice to just sit back and relax!

Recently hubby and I have had a bit of some financial trouble and I'm praying things will perk up next month. This month was a "ramen noodles for dinner" most nights. Not that I'm complaining because I'm so blessed to even have food in the house, things could be much worse. I count my blessings every day and am super glad things are going smoothly for the most part!

I do wish I could have a better memory, hey maybe there is an oil for that! lol

There are many times family members have said "hey remember that time we blah blah blah," and I'm like "uh no". I'm hoping in Heaven, I can use a machine that will allow me to look back on my memories so that I can be like "heck yes I remember wasn't that funny!" Sometimes I wonder if it was because of my parents divorce that because it was traumatic, thats why I don't remember much. I've often wondered if hypnosis is real and is I could do that to remember certain things, not bad, just in general.

I think today I'll take my son out to the store just to browse. The house is clean for the most part, and since he does go stir-crazy I think he will enjoy people watching. I hope this doesn't sound too conceited, but I really enjoy that about 95% of the time, when we go to the store someone comments on how cute my son it!! I know every parent is biased but darn it, my kid is too stinkin' cute!! In my head, those comments make up for the bad ones that bullies used to tell me, might not make sense to you but in my brain it does.

So as I sit here and type this, and munch on my Sour cream and onion Pringles, I'm brought back to when my sister was little and she would get my grandpa Tony to take her to the store just so she could get some regular flavored Pringles. She loved them!! She also hates that my family and I reminisce about when she was younger. Sorry chives your just so cute so cute and I'm so glad I can remember things like that about you!!!

Anyway I think I'll go take a shower before son wakes up! Toodles